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the hardest thing to do is pretend that I'm happy without you
every moment
every holiday
every celebration
I think about how it would be if you were there
just like today
what would we have planned?
where would we have gone?
I never really knew your pain
until I experienced it with you
you were so strong
17 without your mom

you're in all of my favorite dreams
I remember each one each time you visit me
I won't ever forget you
do you still remember me?
we always said it
best friends 'til eternity
do you miss running up to me?
jumping into each other's arms 
laughing like we're crazy

I promised you I'd make all of my dreams come true
I can't let you down
but please don't ever leave me
I need you more now
you lost your life
contemplated giving up mine
but you're right
I can't give up without a fight
you tell me, "Natalie needs you, 
your mom does too!"
what about your brother? 
and all those who love you?!

I just wish you were here
so things could be more clearer
and even if they weren't 
at least we'd be together 
getting through this life 
with all of it's ups and downs
because you always knew how to make me smile
in all of the hard times
like when Ali went to jail
or when I ran to your house 
and I couldn't even speak
but you and your mom held me so I didn't feel weak
and remember the times we played spies
complete with farts and meowing like cats
I miss those days walking to rite-aid
to get all of our candy and walk back home just to watch flapjack
or when we pretended to be chefs playing with dirt
or when you fell in the bush and I couldn't stop laughing 
I just wish all these memories never stopped happening

I love you Adriana, Happy Birthday!

Rest in Peace Julia Myhand Lewis, Beatrice Bookhart McCloud and Adriana McCloud


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